Guilt

Things went wrong so fast!
I'm not so sure anymore if I did the right thing
But one thing I know, my intention was right.

I couldnt bear the lie anymore
I couldnt lie to him anymore.
I could not..

The truth hurts, but honesty is everything.
Yes, I lied before to my past.
But u r different that I want u to know the real me.

Relationship will not last if its made by beautiful or hurtful lies,
so, I chose to spit everything out.

Who knows that u'll stay?
Who knows that u'll still love me the same,
even after u know the truth?
Who knows...?

The guilt I'm bearing now, is the guilt that I dont want to add anymore.

Let just the level stays that way
without me fucking things up again..

One thing,
it will never fades away...

-June 21, 2017